Anonymous sent: Himchan - oppa! are you still sad over your break up with her? Don't worry! I'll cheer you up! I'll buy you ice cream, then I'll take you roller skating, then- hey, what's wrong? you don't like any of those things? I'm sorry, it's just that, that's how i cheer my girlfriends up when they've just had a break up. I guess you don't like the same things. Well, we'll do whatever you want to do. or do you just want to be alone? I'll leave you alone then.

Himchan: O-Oh, hey you *wipes eyes*. How are you? I didn’t notice you coming. Um, oh. That… Yeah. Cheer me up? How is that going to work- *listens to you without saying anything*

H-Huh? Oh, sorry. I-I really appreciate the offer, but doing so much stuff right now…? I’m not really up for it, I’m sorry. But um, maybe the ice cream will help me a little bit? Chocolate’s my favorite… Wait! Don’t leave me… I want some company while eating ice cream. If that’s okay with you…

*as you two walk to get the food*

Oh, and by the way. Thanks for this… I don’t think I could stand being cooped up in my room anymore *smiles slightly*.

Anonymous sent: Yo what's up Yongguk! It's your favorite hyung from high school! Remember? No? You don't remember how I taught you about sex and girls? You don't remember how I helped you jerk off for the first time? I remember my hand going up and down along your long length as you rubbed your nipples watching. You also don't remember that time when I sucked you off to give you the feel? *grins* I think you'll remember now. I think you should return the favor. I'm hoping to go further from now on.

Yongguk: Um, hi…? I don’t recall having a favorite hyung in high school… And I’m pretty damn sure I was the one who taught myself about sex a girls? Oh, wait… Shit.

Fuck, y-you jerk! Why would you remember me! Shit, I remember you now… You were a senior when I first entered high school. And… Oh, my God. I was so embarrassing and awkward then… How did you even recognize me?

N-No need to explain what happened… I-I remember is perfectly… *blushes* But, um, hyung… You haven’t changed that much right? I probably look really different now. Wait, what. Return the favor!? Hyung, I can’t… *gulps* And go further? Are you crazy!? We’re both guys, we can’t… I-I don’t know exactly how, but I think I’m willing to learn *takes a deep breath*… Will you s-show me?

Anonymous sent: himchan oppa! look at my hair! I know right! I dyed it the same hair color as you so we could match! But my parents weren't so happy that i dyed it blonde! so then i told them that you dyed it that color too! now they're okay with it. my parents respect you so much...hahaha, but it's nice having you as a best friend! anyways, should we get matching couple tees too?! Why are you looking so down? do you not like my hair like this? or am i being too clingy?

Baby, you’re not being too clingy and nothing would make me happier than to get matching t-shirts, but if you want to get matching shirts why would you refer to me as only your “best friend”? Don’t you know I want to be so much more? I know you see the way I look at you and if you haven’t noticed then let me inform you, if the gods were to give flight to an angel made of pure sunlight in the middle of my darkest day, that angel couldn’t even hope to compare to you. Tell me, why did you dye your hair like mine? I don’t mind if it’s something you actually wanted to do for you, but this isn’t something I wanted. You look beyond beautiful no matter what you do, but I loved you the way you were. Please keep your hair bleached if that makes you happy. If you’re happy, then so am I. I just don’t want you to think that I wanted you to change because… Well… I’m in love with you. I have always loved you. I will always love you. My heart will still race every time our eyes meet. My breath will still catch in my throat when you softly brush against me. If you were to tell me that you feel the same for me as I do for you, it would be the greatest dream I’ve ever had for myself come to life.

Love, Your Himchan


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Anonymous sent: zelo oppa! what should we take a picture of? what? you weren't listening to the photography teacher again?! YAH, we're partners! ugh, *face palms* i don't what keeps distracting you! anyways, he told us to take a picture of something we think is unique in the world. Let's take a picture of that fountain over there! Y-YAH! Are you not listening to me?! w-were you taking a picture of m-me..? Delete it! I'm not photogenic!

Zelo: Hm, what? What picture? Oh, yeah… About that… I kinda dozed off since the teacher was being boring. We’re partners? Sweet! Well, if you wanna know what’s distracting me it’s-

Take a picture of what we think is unique to the world? Hmm… Okay. Nah, the fountain is boring. I’m sure they have something like that in Canada or something. No, I’m not listening becauseI have a better idea. Say cheese *takes a picture of you*!

Well, duh… What no way! I’m not deleting it! You look so cute surprised, hehe. And please, you are photogenic. I don’t know what you’re trying to say. Do you wanna know what I think is unique in the world? For me, it’s you. I like you. You’re different and not annoying as those other girls. I like spending time with you *kisses you on the cheek*.

Now, come on. We have to finish the project. Be a good girl and stand on the ledge of the fountain. No, I’m not going to push you in *rolls eyes*. I just want you to be my model for the project, okay?

Anonymous sent: Zelo-ah~ what did you mean when you said you want noona to be your first everything?... Aigoo~ Th-that really was your first kiss? And... I was your first date?!... So... It would be the first time a girl touches you like this? *blushes* To be honest, I want you to be my first too, Zelo-ah, wh-what do you say?

Noona… I’ve never felt this way about anyone before. I’ve never been in love. I know that’s what this is because whenever I’m with you, see your face, or even hear your voice, everyone in the room seems to disappear and it’s only you and I left. My heart races… My palms sweat… And I can’t take my eyes off of you. From the first moment I laid eyes on you, I knew I had to make you mine. So, yes. You were my first date. I didn’t want to go out with just anyone for the sake of going out. And, yes. You were my first kiss. I know I probably wasn’t that great at it, but you should know that the moment your lips touched mine, I felt my entire world come to a halt. I want you to be my first, I would consider it an honor and a privilege to be with a goddess like you. You say that I will be your first as well? Then I want it to be special. I wouldn’t do this with just anyone. I’m in love with you. You are my everything and I want to give you everything I have to give - that’s how much you mean to me. I promise I will make this the most romantic night of your life. I not only want you to be my first, nor do I just want to be your first - I want you to be my last and I want to be your last. I am giving you my heart, my soul, and my body. Will you do the same? Will you accept me?

Love, Your Zelo


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Anonymous sent: Himchan oppa, I saw you were getting touchy with that girl at the party last night. You said we were gonna stick together since we both didn't have dates. You ditched me... I stood in the corner all night, and you and that girl were so disturbing. That's why I left. I had to walk ALL the way home, in high heels. Plus it was cold. You were also suppose to take me home.... Ugh, I'm never going to another party with you again...

*Sigh* I figured that my attempts at making you unbelievably jealous failed. I’ve wanted you for so long and every time I attempt at telling you, I fail, or I’m interrupted, or I almost pass out… I didn’t ditch you. I was well aware of where you were. I knew you were against the wall adjacent to us. I knew you were watching. I felt your eyes on me. The moment I no longer sensed your attention on me, I left her and began looking for you. When I was told that you left, I ran out into the night after you. I never found you. I didn’t want you to walk all the way home. I know it was cold. I know your shoes weren’t comfortable. You dressed to impress me, not for the occasion. You looked stunning, by the way. What if I wanted to make it up to you? Would you let me? No parties. Nothing social. Just you and me. I could take you out dancing. I could make you dinner here and dance with you in the living room… No strings attached if that would make you more comfortable. I want to make you mine, but I know I have to earn it. I want to ask you to be mine when you’re smiling, not when tears are in your eyes because I’ve hurt you. Let me make it up to you. Wear whatever you want. You can come out in sweatpants and tennis shoes; it doesn’t matter. Hell, if you were dressed in a potato sack, you would still be the most beautiful girl in the room. So please. Let me show you what it’s like to be swept off your feet. Let me try to make you fall in love with me. I fell for you so long ago I can’t even remember, but I do know that I haven’t stopped falling since that moment. I’ll do whatever it takes to make you smile again.

Love, Your Himchan


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Anonymous sent: Himchan jagi~ A little birdy has brought something to my attention. Why do you keep picking on the maknae? So what if he has a crush on me, he means no harm~ He's so adorable and innocent! Eeee~ I just want to pinch his cheeks and feed cherry tomatoes and candy all day!

Himchan: Daehyun, you bastard. He was supposed to keep his mouth shut, ugh. Reasons why I shouldn’t trust any of my band members anymore. He just had to tell you.

Well, I don’t know. It’s fun picking on Junhong? He’s the maknae. Obviously he’s going to get teased by his hyungs. I mean yeah he has a small crush on you, but the way you act about it is so annoying. 

So what if he’s adorable and innocent? Am I not adorable and inno- Okay, maybe not innocent, but aren’t I at least adorable? It’s not fair *pouts*. Sometimes I feel as if you’re pampering him and forgetting about your own boyfriend *frowns*. 

*sighs* I’m just jealous. That’s all. It’s annoying seeing my groupmate getting all the attention from my girlfriend, but I guess his cuteness can’t be helped. But do you think maybe you can spare some attention for me? I miss you and us being together constantly *bites lip*.

Anonymous sent: Jongup-oppa, you know we've been going out for 2 years, and it's getting annoying how the girls are always "examining" you. i get jealous okay... Last time, one of them were even taking pictures of you and posting it up! why do you have to be so good-looking?! maybe we should break up since, i get jealous too often...

Jongup: Aigoo, so my cute girlfriend is getting jealous of fan girls? I’m sorry jagi, I can’t help it. You know it’s my job to be flirtatious with them. I really don’t want to, but you know I have to.

Jagi, don’t be upset! You know you’re the only I’m attracted to. Don’t be so jealous *nuzzles face in your hair*. You’re perfect for me. *chuckles* I can’t help being good-looking I suppose?

N-No… I don’t want to break up! I-I- Two years, jagi. Please don’t do this. I won’t let you *hugs you tightly*. I love you too much. M-Maybe I won’t be so flirty all the time. I’m sorry, jagi. I didn’t know you felt that way. *kisses your cheek* Just remember you’re the only one I love, okay?

Anonymous sent: Yah ! Zelo oppa, I even use honorifics by calling you oppa! Why are you always so mean to me?! What have I ever done to you! You're just a bully a mean bully! Why do you wait for me at my locker everyday so you could make fun of me?! And I see you staring at me during class, do you hate me for something? I didn't do anything to you! aishhh...

Zelo: H-Hey, why are you yelling at me?! What happened to respecting your elders?! Yah! Stop it! Just calm down and breathe… In and out.. Good, now that you’re less naggy, what in the world are you even talking about?

I’m mean to you? Tch, not even. You hit me in the hallways all the time. I should be calling you the bully. Are you still upset about a little teasing and comments I made to you? You’re such a baby. I’m not a bully, simple fact. That’s immature.

Why do I always stare at you? Erm, because you have this big ugly mole on your face. It’s really hard not to stare. Yeah that it. It’s not because you’re pretty. Not one bit…

Look, I’m not a bully, okay? A bully would hate you and I don’t hate you.. I actually kinda like you. I mean I don’t like you that way! Why would you even think that? Sure you really cute and everything. Yeah, you have that drop dead beauty that’s rare and not many people can appreciate. But I don’t like that way.

Ugh! Okay, I really like you A LOT! Enough that it drives me crazy every time I see your face! My heart starts beating really fast and my palms get all sweaty when I see you coming near! Yah, you see what you do to me woman?! I can hardly even think straight..

I don’t know why I tease you.. All my hyungs told me I should apologize and confess my feeling towards you. I guess I was afraid of rejection cause you don’t seem like the kind of girl who’s into guys like me. So the only other strong emotion besides love was hate. I’m really sorry if I made you cry or made you feel really bad. I know you might not like me that way but let me make it up to you by taking you on a date. Or you can make fun of me anytime you want.

Anonymous sent: I'm sorry Yongguk oppa, but I really dont want to take you to meet my family. Aish, how do I say this? You see, every time I dated someone, I would take the guy home, he'd meet my sister and after a few days dump me for her. She's always been the prettier one, and every guy I dated left me for her. And I dont want that to happen to you too, because I really care about you a lot, you know. I just wish I wasnt so insecure around her. Do I sound stupid now?

Yongguk: Jagi… You’ve been backing out of this for the longest time. I just don’t understand why. If you’re worried about me being to, I don’t know, hot, I’ll tone it down. And don’t worry, your family will love because, I’m Bang Yongguk. Everyone loves me.

…Huh? Well, aren’t they just jerks then. What makes you think I’d do that? Jagi, I would never. I could never. I don’t care if your sister looks like she was taken out of a magazine. I want you. Do you want to know why?

Because you, darling, are perfect *kisses your forehead and cups your cheeks*. It’s the way you care for me. The way you always look out for me. The way you love me *kisses your left cheek*. Sure, your sister could be pretty, but I don’t care about that. I just want you. Don’t be insecure, okay? You’re not stupid *kisses your right cheek*. You’re perfect, and you’re the only one I need.

Anonymous sent: Himchan-oppa, you're making things really difficult on me. You know I have a crush on Yongguk-oppa, yet you keep on doing all these stupid things. Like "forgetting" I was coming over and coming out of the bathroom wearing only that stupid towel. Or how about that time you got drunk and started cuddling up to me, hm? I-It's distracting. I don't want to like you like that. Stop making my heart do weird things!

Himchan: I’ve been making things difficult for you? Honey, please. If anything, your making it difficult for yourself. I, Kim Himchan, absolutely do not make stupid mistakes. You just so happen to coincidentally nearby.

Me? Forgetting? Impossible. You just didn’t remember that I always take a shower at that time when we have a day off. And besides, who changes right after they get out of the shower anyway? Whatever are you talking about, dear? When did I get drunk and do that? I most certainly do not remember that at all *chuckles*.

Am I being distracting now? Maybe you should let your pretty eyes pay more attention to your crush. Oops. Did I say pretty? I meant beautiful. Let me ask you though, does your heart do weird things with Yongguk-hyung? I think not *smirks*. So go ahead, keep proclaiming about your crush on Yongguk-hyung. But remember, the heart always knows best *winks*.

nyehehehehe sent: Zelo-ah~ I know I don't say it as much, but I love you muffin~! I'm sorry if I seem cold sometimes, but noona is just scared. It's the first time someone makes my heart beat so fast, but don't think it's because I don't care about you. And don't mind what people say about our relationship! It's just a year and 6 months, there's nothing wrong with it. Please bear with me untill I can finally open my heart to you, I do care about you muffin~ A lot, do you care about me too?

Of course I care about you noona. How can I not? You show me so much love and compassion, it would be cruel and utterly impossible for me to not fall for your charm. I’m really glad that you are able to put up with me despite my younger age. I will work harder to grow up to become someone you can lean on to for support. I hope you will wait for me. And maybe, if I’m lucky, you’ll call me oppa instead of me calling you noona yeah? No?

Please don’t worry about your ‘cold’ exterior. I don’t think you’re being distant from me at all. I love the little things you do for me noona, but you do know I love you more right? I will wait for you to open up your heart to me till the end of our days. I really hope we can stay together for a really long time. You just mean that much to me and than some.


I’m not sure if you were aiming for a smutty response (in which I didn’t give one) because I didn’t get the smut-like feeling from this. Sorry if you wanted smut ><’ Totally my fault.

-Bri (just putting B looks weird and I don’t want to put Mod B ._.’)

Anonymous sent: YAH. Jung Dae Hyun! Do you know why i'm not calling you oppa today? Because today, i'm going to be on top. Stop trying to tie me up and get all sadistic on me. Do you think I am weak? I'm going to grab you by your collar and throw you onto the bed. I'm going to take the first bite today. You're going to undress first; i'm going to undress you. And stop winking at me through the television thinking that you can control me with those smirks. and stop smirking. my knees are weakening

Do you really think you can do that to me babe? You know you like it when I tie you up and make you beg for me to pound into you. I’m not saying your weak, I just know how to turn you on. You don’t have to call me oppa now but I will make you scream it when I get home. I’ll let you top tonight, let you play your little games, but you know you’re no stronger than I am. It doesn’t take much for me to roll us over and take control. 

The best part will be that I’m going to make you take back your words and beg me to take you down.

Anonymous sent: Himchan, I don't know if I can keep going this way. I feel like the only thing we ever do when we meet is sex, sex and sex. Don't get me wrong, these moments are awesome. But I thought I was special and meant more to you. I thought you were the romantic type. What happened to you? What happened to us?

Of course you mean more to me than just sex. I love you. Not your body or anything else in particular. I love all of you. Everything about you and then some. I couldn’t list everything I love about you because there’s just too many things. I mean, I love your eyes, I love your smile, your laugh…I love the way you look when you’re concentrating or the way you genuinely care. I love how you’re so kind but can also be really fierce when you need to be. I just…I love everything. Nothing more, nothing less than all of you.

Aigoo, that’s really cheesy sounding…aish, I always get like this, its embarrassing…

I just…I don’t know, I guess I was just stressed or horny or something whenever we would meet up. Maybe I missed being held by you. I…I just want to hold you close and never let go when I’m with you and somehow that always ended up meaning ‘sex’ instead of ‘cheesy cuddling.’

And, um…right now, I would really love to just cuddle with you…would that be okay?

Anonymous sent: Yong Guk Oppa, Even though you told me you love my dark skin, I don't really like it much. I know that since I'm of African Descent my skin will be brown but sometimes I wish it was lighter. I'm not as pretty as all the other girls, the ones with pale or fair skin. I ask myself why your with me sometimes. I'm pretty much your average girl. What did you see in me oppa?

Yongguk: Jagiya, your skin is perfect the way it is. I am going to keep telling you that until you believe me. I don’t need any pale or fair skin girls. That’s their heritage. You, my dear, are of African descent. That is what makes you unique. It’s what makes you, you. Don’t you dare wish you were any lighter than you are now. I love you for who you are and not what you are.

What do I see in you, you ask? To me, you are the most beautiful. Not only outside but inside, too. Never have I met a girl with such a kind heart and loving self. I may have dated a few girls before, but none of them can be compared to you. You are most definitely not average to me. You’re more than I could ever ask for. You’re my everything, and I will make sure you know that.

It’s your heart that makes me love you so much. Your looks is just a lovely bonus. Heck, you could even have that horrible sun-tan-gone-wrong orange skin, and I’ll still love you. Yeah, I’ll laugh, but you’d still be perfect nonetheless. I love you, jagi, both inside and out. Remember that, okay *kisses your forehead*?